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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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9:44 pm
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I'm the happiest I've ever been. I fucked up big time last year and the year before but I did it this year. I didn't get anything below a B. And another reason, but I don't feel like saying it, which is what I wrote this for. People from school are reading this, I can't write what I feel, I can't write anything. So I have a new journal, hosted somewhere else, that I'm giving the link to people who I trust. So yeah. I guess I'm giving this to Taylor.
current mood:  jubilant
current music: Dashboard Confessional- "Hands Down"
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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5:53 pm
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Ahahaha, that made me laugh so hard. Because it's not like me at ALL.
current mood:  okay
current music: Something Corporate- "Bad Days"
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8:04 am
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I couldn't fall asleep last night, my stomach aches, and I burnt my cheek blow drying my hair. I woke up an hour ago and I already know where this day is going.
current mood:  depressed
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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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3:06 pm
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I feel hopeless and lonely. School isn't going well, I blew over all my assignments. I completly gave up trying to be the daughter/sister/grandchild/neice that my family wants me to be. I think Rob is angry at me, and I tried calling but his number was busy. I stayed home from school today, this flu thing is killing me. I just want to stop pretending and stop talking to people and just stop being sometimes.
current mood: melancholy
current music: Dashboard Confessional-"Places You've Come to Fear the Most"
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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10:16 pm
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i feel like i'm going to vomit all over myself
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| Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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12:35 pm
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Whee! Yesterday was so much fun. My mom and I went to the mall to pick up a birthday present for Taylor and I saw Kelsey there. And yeah, I bought a Blondie shirt and three pins for my messenger bag thingy. ANYWAY.
So my mom dropped me off at Ruby's and a lot of people were there. Rebecca and I soon got lost from everyone, and we almost walked into Ambercrombie and Fitch.
The naked people were scaring us though. They advertise for clothes with naked people, and I don't understand, but I suppose it's ok. Kelsey asked for a side order of pickles, along with Rebecca and I, and we had a pickle power side party.
Then we all saw the Haunted Mansion and Rebecca and Kate had fights with my Rip Cords (wanna be twizzlers) and they hurt. Oh man do they hurt... I got hit quite a few times.
So yeah. It was fun. I want to go to Ruby's again. And here is, by far, the best picture of the night.
( Read more... )
current mood: energetic
current music: The Mars Volta- "Bunuel Home"
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| Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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12:36 am - She Had Eyes Bright Enough to Burn Me.
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I got a haircut.
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The Three Littls Pigs madlib. By Rob Allen, Kelly (Cammy) Whaling, and Amber Gokey via telephone.
Once upon a time, there were three little pigs who decided to build themselves houses. The first pig was bijizzlesnap, and he built his house out of arm penii. The second pig worked very gayishly and built a house out of Jews. But the third pig was Jewish! He built his house out of dradles and kool-aid. Then one day a big wolf came laong. When he saw the first pig's house, he buttfucked and he sexed until he blew it down. Then he blew down the second pig's Cammy. But no matter how hard he sucked, he couldn't blow down the third pig's Rob.
Moral: Once the pillows come home to roost, it's too late to whitewash the walls.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Bright Eyes- "The Calendar Hung Itself"
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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8:26 pm
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Drama is so much fucking fun! A lot of people talk shit about it, because of the teacher being slightly eclectic. Screw that, I think she's really nice and she can be funny. Favorite.teacher.ever.
ANYWAY.
Things have been going unbelievably well lately. I'm actually pretty surprised. I think it has to do with calling Rob a lot, but Iono. Whatever it is I'm doing most of my homework everyday, getting through the week at school isn't hard, I'm going out of my way to be friendly, I'm getting more involved in things, and my grades are pretty fucking good.
Oh yeah: Feel better Danny.<3.
current mood:  happy
current music: Dashboard Confessional- "Screaming Infidelities"
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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8:49 pm
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oh jesus. these people scare me.
current mood:  giddy
current music: Rob and Amber on the telephone
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1:32 am
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Bleh, I've been up for 4 or 5 hours waiting for someone (you know who you are Mister I'll be on when I get home). I am so sleepy, and I am very lonely, but I shall still wait! And I am writing in here because I am lonely. Worst typist I have ever come across:
Chaws 1306 (10:36:40 PM): hey
x HEY ima pirate (10:36:48 PM): heyy
Chaws 1306 (10:36:53 PM): can u call chel?
x HEY ima pirate (10:37:02 PM): Not right now, I dont think
Chaws 1306 (10:37:09 PM): um why not?
x HEY ima pirate (10:37:28 PM): Because my parents are awake and i cant call long distance after 8:00 pm
Chaws 1306 (10:37:39 PM): oo
Chaws 1306 (10:37:43 PM): were do u live?
Chaws 1306 (10:37:46 PM): cana lol jk
x HEY ima pirate (10:37:49 PM): California
Chaws 1306 (10:37:51 PM): canda*
Chaws 1306 (10:37:54 PM): o
Chaws 1306 (10:38:12 PM): i thought u lived n pa
Chaws 1306 (10:38:16 PM): how do u kno chel?
x HEY ima pirate (10:38:35 PM): i cant remember
x HEY ima pirate (10:38:35 PM): lol
Chaws 1306 (10:38:46 PM): lol
Chaws 1306 (10:39:50 PM): r u a chic?
x HEY ima pirate (10:39:55 PM): Yes
Chaws 1306 (10:39:58 PM): k
Chaws 1306 (10:39:59 PM): lmao
Chaws 1306 (10:40:09 PM): typein n pink.......
x HEY ima pirate (10:40:11 PM): lol
Chaws 1306 (10:40:12 PM): kinda says so
Chaws 1306 (10:40:28 PM): u coulda been a gay guy tho
Chaws 1306 (10:40:29 PM): lmao
Chaws 1306 (10:40:35 PM): iono hmmm
Chaws 1306 (10:40:50 PM): :-[
x HEY ima pirate (10:41:20 PM): lol
Chaws 1306 (10:41:42 PM): im bored
Chaws 1306 (10:41:52 PM): so dats why im bein gay
**EDIT** And at 2:30 am I leave because my back hurts, the end.
current mood: sleepy
current music: Adicts- "Steam Roller"
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| Saturday, November 29th, 2003
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11:55 am - Weird Dream
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It should go without saying that I have bad dreams, I haven't have a good dream that I remember since 4th grade. Which really, really sucks. This dream kind of took place all over, I was at my grandma's shop (which she doesn't have in real life). Someone apparently died buying a clock, but I wanted a clock anyway. However, I was too frightened to go into the back. I was just going to go get a clock off the ceiling (...what the fuck?) and have my grandma replace it, but then she started to scream at me. My aunt Marilyn started to cry. I had this strange feeling that my cousin Nicole and I were going to be tortured then killed by our grandma. For some reason we were now at my house. We ran to my neighbors house. Now, in my dream it was a long run, there was a lot of shrubbery, and palm trees. In reality it's a pretty short walk, there's one palm tree to go around and then your there. And for some reason my cousin and I only had a one peice bathing suit on with a shirt over it. Anyway, we ran over there only to see something very Brady-Bunchesque. It was a barbeque and my cousin Joe and Dillon were there. The grass was so perfectly mowed that it looked like astroturf, and the house was lovely. When we ran inside it was flooding from the inside pool, and people kept asking me my favorite number. I heard my cousin scream, saw my grandma taking her away, and I saw my aunt charging into the house for me. The gardener was taking my cousin Joe and Dillon home, so I hopped in the car, but for some reason I fell out. Then I woke up. That was really, really odd.
current mood:  confused
current music: Thursday- "Porcelain"
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| Friday, November 28th, 2003
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10:58 am - Survey Stolen from Danny
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I want to go to the mall. Taylor always goes to the mall with me, and she is somewhere. I don't know where, I forgot, but she is somewhere. I don't know Kelsey's phone number, and that makes me sad. No mall going ons today.
BASICS
001. name : Kelly
002. nicknames : **EDIT: Contrary to my belief, I apparently do have nicknames** Cammeh, Taco, Chica, and Milla.
003. sex : female
004. birthday : July 24
005. age : i don't like this question.
006. star sign : leo
007. place of birth : Torrance, California
008. current residence: Palos Verdes, California
009. hair colour : Brown
010. eye colour : Blue and (Mostly) Green
011. height : 5'4
012. writing hand : right
____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails : all the time.
014. can you roll your tongue : yes
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : not at all
017. can you blow smoke rings : i try but it never works
018. can you blow spit bubbles : no
019. can you cross your eyes: Yep
020. colored hair: I want to dye it black.
021. tattoos and where : I want a cherry on my ankle
022. piercing and where : and I want a hole in my eyebrow.
023. do you make your bed daily : If I'm in the spirit (aka if I've had candy)
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : underpants
025. which shoe goes on first : the first one I grab?
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: numerous times.
037. how much money is usually in your wallet? : usually 3 dollars, if I have it on me.
38. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : none
039. whats sexiest on a guy : Eyes, hair.
040. whats sexiest on a girl : Eyes, lips
041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : I look horrifying all the goddamned time.
042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl
043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : More than 5, I know that much.
044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : Fingers. Oh, yeah.
045. do you cook : On occasion. (macaroniXcore)
____GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth : I have had 5 dentist appointments and I need one more, just this month. You can guess.
047. how often do you shower/bathe : Everyday, once a day.
048. how long do these showers last : It depends if I'm bathing or showering. Shower=15 minutes, bath=50+ minutes
049. hair drying method : Rap a towel on my head and do whatever I have to do with a towel on my head.
050. do you paint your nails : yep
051. do you swear : I swear so much I accidently taught my cousin to say "oh shit". Complete accident.
053. do you spit in public : Yes
054. do you pee in the shower : No, good God no.
055. the cd player : I only download music. (listening to a lot of Piebald lately)
056. person you talk most on the phone with : Giselle, but she hates me now. I haven't used the phone in ages.
057. what color is your bedroom : White with posters
058. do you use an alarm clock : Yes. It makes me sleepier when I wake up.
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with : computer, I'm not writing the person.
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope.
061. ever sunbathed in the nude: nope
062. window seat or aisle : Window
063. whats your sleeping position: A ballish position.
064. what kind of bed do you like : The ones that are like... you sink into them. FOAMY BEDS!
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : Yes, and with little sweatpant jammie bottoms on.
066. do you snore : not that I know of.
067. do you sleepwalk : I skinned my leg on the table in the dining room sleepwalking.
068 do you talk in your sleep : not that I know of.
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : Yessss
070. how about the light on : Up until 5th grade.
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : I have to have silence. In fact I will get out of bed and force my dad to watch tv in his room (there's a tv in his room, and one in the living room, and he insists watching tv in the living room with the volume past 35 while I'm trying to sleep, when he knows I'm going to make him go back to his room)
____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
072. had sex : virgin.
073. were kissed or kissed someone : 5th grade.
074. watched bambi : can't remember.
075. cried : i locked myself in the bathroom yesterday and cried my eyes out.
076. talked on the phone : Months ago.
077. read a book : this morning
078. punched someone : the other day. oh christ i feel bad.
____MUSiC
079. is music important to you : yep
080. do you sing? : i hate my voice, but i try
081. what instruments do you play? : learning guitar and I can play three songs on the bass.
082. what do you think of Eminem : he can speak his mind, and i admire that, but i am not a fan of rap.
___DO YOU LiKE
083. pop music : Morning Musume?
084. rock music : aerosmith= yecki. Never.
085. punk music : often
086. rap music : never
087. hip-Hop/RB : never
088. country : never
089. jazz : if i'm in the mood
090. classical : if i'm in the mood
091. new age : if i'm in the mood
092. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : Well no one at my school listens to any music I like except Taylor because I send her songs over AIM :D
093. your word : Twizzler cocksucker.
current mood: bouncy
current music: From Autumn to Ashes- "Short Stories with Tragic Endings"
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| Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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10:28 am - Like a Bad Tempered Prom Queen at a Homecoming Dance.
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Ah, it's Thanksgiving already. I kind of hate this holiday. To be truthful, I REALLY hate this holiday. My family will sit me at a table seperate from them so I can babysit and let them have fun. Then they will interrogate me as to why I am not eating turkey and tell me how good it is. There will soon be a family fight where someone will lock themself in the bathroom. I always feel different there, like I have to be perfect or my mom will come home crying. My grandma always lays guilt on everyone. They'll ask me questions and I'll answer whatever I think they want to hear, because it's the right thing to do.
current mood:  nervous
current music: Modest Mouse- "Talking Shit About a Pretty Sunset"
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| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
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8:46 pm
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Usually I'm pretty depressed and I don't even want to write anything anywhere. Today and yesterday have probably been the happiest days I have ever had in the past two years. And I don't mean to sound odd, but I really deserve it. I've been nice to people who are mean to me (most of the time), I've been friendly to strangers, and I'm trying not to start arguments with my mom. Except when I saved the picture of JFK's head after he was killed.
That wasn't too smart. And blah, I don't want to go to school tomorrow I want to stay home and talk to someone all day.
PS: I AM NOT CHRIS.
current mood: jubilant
current music: All American Rejects- "Time Stands Still"
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